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September 13, 2018 by Frank 1 Comment

Diabetes is an extremely isolating condition to live with. Those around me might often see the click of a lancet, the prime of a needle or the hit of a button on my insulin pump. You know what? That’s about it. To the outside world, there’s not a lot more to living with diabetes.

People don’t see the wave of emotions that often accompany the numbers that show up on the meter. People don’t see the immense mathematics and thought processes that go into the hit of those buttons on the insulin pump. People don’t see the physical depletion that comes from managing diabetes 24 hours a day, while trying to live a full life that is sometimes challenging in itself.

I’d be lying if I said that diabetes hasn’t messed with my headspace on several occasions. I’ve had days where I’ve come home feeling absolutely depleted, overwhelmed and not in a great frame of mind. Times that have always signalled to me that I need some time out to reset.

Self care has become a pretty big part of keeping myself in a good headspace with diabetes. It’s often the smallest, simplest and most selfish of acts that have the greatest impact.

I often post images of mysterious landscapes to my Instagram, and there’s a good reason why. Getting outdoors and going for a walk in the afternoons works wonders on my mindset. Things like hearing the sound of my feet hitting the pavement, feeling the chilly air on my face, or marvelling at the evening sky and surrounds helps clear my head at the end of a long day.

Food is definitely another act of self care, that I’m really working extra hard at right now. I’ve been forcing myself out of bed half an hour earlier each morning so that I have the time to prepare myself a more substantial breakfast, rather than eating a slice of toast and then feeling utterly exhausted and unable to concentrate for the remainder of the morning.

I’d also be remiss not to mention peer support here as well. Diabetes has brought so many amazing people into my life, and it really does make me wonder how I used to manage without them. I get so much out of simply talking to other people like me, and knowing that I am not alone in what I’m dealing with.

While I can’t actually stop managing my diabetes, I can choose only to do the bare minimum while placing the remainder of it on the backburner. I can log out of all of my social media handles for a day or two, settle in on the couch and binge watch a favourite TV show, open a book or go to bed a little earlier than normal. That too, is all okay.

I absolutely hate the insincere ‘how are you’ that is often exchanged in passing, or over the phone with acquaintances. Along with the reply of ‘fine thanks’ that is expected in return, often not until these two passing ships are long behind each other. For me personally, a ‘hello’ in return will suffice.

Today is R U OK Day, and the idea is to engage with those around us in a meaningful way. Living with diabetes makes us even more prone to facing mental or emotional issues, and talking about these issues often makes them easier to deal with.

Perhaps one way that we could do this is by using the words ‘how are you’ when we actually mean them, and have the time to listen to the answer in return.

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Posted in: Diabetes and Emotions, Diabetes Burnout Tagged: Emotional Health, Emotions, Mental Health, RUOKDay

How I Wish Mental Wellbeing Was Approached on Diagnosis

September 12, 2017 by Frank Leave a Comment

Another week, and another column up over at Diabetes Daily. This week I’m reflecting on how I wish that mental wellbeing was approached on my diagnosis.

“I personally wish that my diabetes healthcare professionals had asked me how are you going more often. Not how are your blood sugar levels going. Not how is your diet and exercise going. Not how are the number of hypos you are having every week going, either. A new diagnosis is a huge thing to deal with. A little empathy and understanding would have gone a long way in helping me to acknowledge that sometimes it might be okay not to be okay.”

You can check out my full column over at Diabetes Daily right here.

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Diabetes and Mental Health at #DX2Melbourne

August 10, 2017 by Frank 2 Comments

On Monday evening, the attendees at #DX2Melbourne took part in a live webcast discussing the emotional, psychological and mental elements of living with diabetes. The panel was joined by psychologist Lisa Robins, who has experience in diabetes clinical psychology. I was actually thrilled for the opportunity to address this topic at an event of this scale.

Again, I am only relaying what I heard and talked about as honestly as I can recall…

It was quite interesting to hear one member of the panel comment that during earlier times he thought he was doing okay, but looking back on his journey today he has second thoughts. I actually feel the same way. I never thought that it was okay not to be okay, or to consider the impact that type 1 diabetes can have on my mental and emotional wellbeing. Today, I have no hesitation in saying that I felt isolated, emotional, not very well supported and in hiding from my condition.

Who was offered psychological support when they were diagnosed? A quick show of hands from the panel indicated two or three out of eleven. I shared with the panel that I was visited by a social worker in hospital. At the time, I felt relieved to feel normal and energetic once again. I felt that she was pressing for something that wasn’t there. However, how great would it have been if she had:

  1. Taken my word that I was fine.
  2. Highlighted some of the symptoms that I might expect further down the road.
  3. Pointed me to what other people with diabetes are doing to feel well with diabetes – weekly OzDOC chats, Twitter accounts, closed Facebook groups, forums, in person meet ups and peer support.
  4. Left me her card if I did feel that I needed that professional support.

17 year old me would likely have still ignored it, but I digress…

How do we best approach the issue of mental health? It’s something many of us prefer to stay silent about, and treated like its something to be ashamed of. A lot of us like to prove that we are stronger than diabetes, and in doing so we might ignore our vulnerabilities.

The consensus from the panel was that our healthcare professionals don’t take the time to simply ask “how are you going?” in reference to emotional health. The panel suggested that we need to normalise psychological support within diabetes, building it into our annual checklist with our eyes and bloodwork and feet. I’d also add changing the word ‘health’ in mental health to ‘wellbeing’ or ‘wellness.’

I was also thrilled to hear other panel members praising informal peer support. One panel member shared that in the absence of psychological support, it was peer support that had aided her mental wellbeing for so long.

Personally, online communities were the first form of connection I had to anyone else with diabetes. There is so much knowledge out there that helped me to become better engaged in my diabetes management. Those communities were my bridge to finding in person peer support, both of which help me to maintain relatively good emotional wellbeing today.

Touching on the stigma from healthcare professionals associated with online communities, panel members commented that it was more accessible, and no different from going to a coffee shop. One gem was that online communities complement, rather than replace psychological support.

Diabetes burnout was the next topic, and the panel pondered ways of how we identify those triggers that might suggest we need to take a step further.

I did ask Lisa how well she thought our healthcare professionals would be able to pick up those triggers and refer to adequate support. She was very confident, especially in reference to a GP. My personal view is that the right healthcare professional would be able to identify those triggers, so it’s definitely important to shop around and have healthcare professionals on your team that are meeting your needs.

Instead of trying to fix everything, one gem from a panel member was to instead focus on one element that you can fix. When I’m feeling burned out I might turn off my phone for 12 hours, go outside to ease my mind or go to bed early so that I feel more rested. Take small steps.

Another panel member talked about diabetes as extra years thanks to modern medicine, and all of the wonderful things she’s been around to experience.

Without a doubt, this was the highlight of my time at DX2Melbourne, and a topic that really did need to be discussed. The live webcast will be available on demand in a couple of days, once the camera crew (yes, there was a crew filming us) processes it all together. I will keep you posted.

If you’re in Perth and would like to connect with other type 1s and learn more about mental health in a supportive environment, then I highly recommend that you come along to this event on Thursday, August 24.

Disclosures: Abbott covered my travel expenses from Perth to attend #DX2Melbourne. I was put up at The Blackman Hotel on Monday evening, and was fed and watered across the duration of the event. There was a lovely goodie bag with a FreeStyle Libre reader, two sensors and some branded stationery. There was no expectation that I would participate in this webcast if I did not wish to, nor was there any expectation that I would blog about the event at all!

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T1 Talk: Food, Exercise and Emotions in Check

July 31, 2017 by Frank Leave a Comment

Welcome back to T1 Talk, a series of conversations between myself and Bec of Sweet and Sour Diabetes. The aim of these conversations is to highlight how type 1 diabetes affects two people of a similar age, diagnosed at slightly different stages of life (Bec was a 14 year old high school student, I was a 17 year old freshman uni student).

Haven’t caught up yet?

You can learn more about us in our first post here.

We’ve talked about our management tools here.

Today, we’re tackling the not so technical side of our management – namely food, exercise and emotions. The first half of the chat is here, and the second half follows on Bec’s blog here.

In order to remain healthy, people with and without diabetes often consider food as a fundamental part of maintaining their wellbeing. What are your views on nutrition? How do you include this in your management?

Frank: Food is a really tough one for me. Being Italian, there’s a pretty big emphasis on food. It’s ingrained into our culture. If I don’t eat, my parents notice pretty quickly. If they didn’t see me prepare lunch this morning, they will ask me what I ate. When I go to visit Nonna, it’s almost expected that I’ll have an espresso and biscotti. When we hosted Mum’s family for Easter this year, I spent three days trying to reassure her she had prepared more than enough food.

I love food, and we do have some of the best. Pasta, cannoli, amaretti, cottolette, lasagne….I could go on for days. However, we are talking about diabetes here.

I feel that I eat fairly well. I prepare my own breakfast and lunch most days, and we usually have a cooked meal in the evenings. I drink three milky coffees a day, and usually find myself most peckish in the afternoons and caving in to my sweet tooth.

While nothing is off limits for me, diabetes has certainly made me more mindful of what I’m eating. I’ve cut back on a lot of the sugar laden foods I once ate – cereals, muesli bars, stir through yoghurt pots, and the sugar in my tea and coffee – as well as foods that I realised I didn’t truly enjoy. I am more mindful of the carbs I eat today, and try to balance them out with proteins, fruit and veggies. I would typically eat between 100-150g of carbs a day, which is less than what’s recommended but certainly not low carb.

I feel I have a pretty good idea of what different foods will do to my blood sugars. I’m quite diligent with my carb counting at home, and weigh most of my food on kitchen scales. Even if I don’t know the carb content, simply weighing the cookie and guessing a carb factor of 60% is extremely helpful. I try to pre-bolus by 15-20 minutes if I’m having a higher carb or higher GI meal, but I don’t do this all the time. If I’m having a bit of a cruisier day of eating, I’ll simply set a temp basal rate of 100% on my pump to help me cruise through a little easier.

Bec: I think the idea of tying food into culture is actually lovely, and I definitely don’t experience it. In some ways that’s a good thing considering I’m gluten intolerant and a lot of things would be off the menu if I were Italian!

Eating isn’t my favourite thing. I get a lot of strange looks for this, but I don’t get particularly hungry. I wish I could live off tea and coffee. It’s just a long boring task for me to find something to eat that’s gluten free, work out the carbs, take the insulin and then eat it. That being said there are some foods I actually do enjoy eating, like chocolate, cake, thai food, and risotto.

I think I have the same goal of being a little more organised. I need to increase my carb intake for medical reasons, but it’s hard when you’re not hungry. I also don’t think about food very much in terms of GI and what it does to my sugars. For now though, I’m just focusing on 1) increasing my intake and 2) attempting to count carbs accurately.

Frank: I feel like this gif is relevant in response to eating not being your favourite thing…

(I’m kidding).

Well, I could easily live off coffee (decent coffee, of course), so at least we have some common ground there.

I want to say that maybe you just haven’t found enough of those foods that you enjoy. Keep searching! You don’t need to be European or have a big family to tie food into culture, either. Does your family not have a special dish that brings you together? A meal that you all simply rave about?

Bec: That gif perfectly represents everyone’s thoughts, often followed by measuring the circumference of my wrist…

Well, Mum’s Christmas lunch is pretty great but unfortunately only occurs once a year. My Nan used to make an amazing meal fondly named porcupine rissoles which no one has since replicated to perfection. But hey, I’m always keen to try new food to find something I actually enjoy.

What are your views on exercise?

Frank: I’ve never been the biggest sports person, and that dates back to well before diabetes came along. Our culture has too much of an emphasis on sport and on winning, rather than on just having a good time and doing what makes us happy. I never felt comfortable or encouraged playing sport because I wasn’t the best, while being on the debating team in Year 10 earned me a great deal of sniggers.

Most of my physical activity would be incidental or recreational activity. Fortunately my job as a Warehouse attendant keeps me fairly active. I do dread the day that I get a job sitting behind a desk, because then I’ll probably have to start doing some form of exercise. I also enjoy going for walks in the afternoon, and keeping this little man entertained when he comes to stay with us.

Bec: Ugh. Exercise. I get it to an extent, when I go on walks I do get that adrenalin rush, and it is a good way of staying present. But organised sport is a recipe for disaster. I hated it because I wasn’t perfect at it. You might have gotten sniggers for debating, but I WISH I could have done that at school! It was just so sport focused the only outlet I had was choir (a sequined experience involving dodgy dance moves that I’d rather forget).

I agree we are heavily focused on sport as a culture. I don’t mind it in some ways, after all I do follow the NRL off and on. But it’s not a core part of my life. I also agree that it’s important not to be so focused on winning. It has no appeal to me because I’m too uncoordinated to be perfect at it. Really though, perhaps I should be thinking about shifting the focus off perfect and on to fun.

But taking it back to diabetes, exercise makes me hypo. Very hypo. But I try to keep up the walking in spite of it, because I don’t have as much incidental exercise as I would like. Then again, I make up for it on hospital placements. So. Many. Stairs.

Aw, you certainly have a good motivator there! How can you resist walking that little guy?

Frank: I’ll never truly understand how Australia came to have two different footy codes. Clearly, AFL is where it’s at. I had my hopes up for Freo a few years back, but it’s looking very unlikely nowadays…

Urgh. Exercise hypos. Such a pain, moreso with the insulin pump. You even have to remember to adjust your basal rate for housework!

I’d be keen to hear more about managing diabetes on placement…would make a great blog post.

The second half of this chat moves onto emotions, so head on over to Bec’s blog to continue reading here.

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The Whole Patient

May 30, 2016 by Frank 3 Comments


I’ll never forget the social worker who came to visit me in hospital, a few short days after my diagnosis. She asked me if I was feeling anything in particular after my diagnosis. Angry? Depressed? Wanting to talk? She even asked if Mum and Dad needed to leave the room. I had to convince her that I was feeling fine, as she didn’t seem to want to believe me.

It still frustrates me today that this was the way that these emotional issues were dealt with.

Having the social worker come in like that made me feel isolated. Her presence, and her questions that day were based on assumptions that I did not appreciate. I didn’t feel like a normal patient. It didn’t make these issues feel normal. Even if I was feeling something that day, I certainly didn’t feel comfortable discussing it in front of a stranger who thought she knew me.

What really frustrates me, is the fact that I had been surrounded by medical professionals for days in the hospital. Doctors, nurses, dieticians, specialists. Yet I can’t recall one of them asking me how I was. I don’t mean my blood glucose levels. Or the hospital food. Or why I didn’t eat my white bread sandwich before bed. I mean how I was feeling after a diagnosis with a condition that would affect me for the rest of my life.

The healthcare professionals I was surrounded by at the time were the ones I felt most comfortable around. While I certainly don’t expect them to fill the role of a counsellor or a friend, I don’t think it’s too much to ask them to look at the whole patient. To simply ask something like “how’s it all going.” To show some empathy, where necessary. To help me feel normal, and understood. Sometimes, that’s all we need. Other times, they can help us find greater support.

During last Tuesday’s OzDOC chat, there was a debate over whether patients felt that they were on the same level as a healthcare professional during consultations. I believe that this is a very individual issue, that comes down to both the patient and the healthcare professional.

Some patients contribute to feeling on the same level as a healthcare professional. They are very motivated, switched on, and not afraid to speak up or search for what they want. However we are all different, and not everyone is as vocal in nature.

This is where it is the responsibility of a healthcare professional to make the patient feel on the same level. Some healthcare professionals I have encountered certainly don’t seem to live in the real world where day to day management of diabetes is concerned. Some lack the ability to look beyond what’s written in the charts for an explanation. 

Yet other healthcare professionals are able to discuss diabetes management in a very supportive and constructive manner. They are able to motivate the patient and praise their self management behaviours. They are able to see the whole patient.

When emotional wellbeing is prioritised in my diabetes care, I feel motivated to improve on what is contained in my chart. My healthcare professional only needs to put down that chart for a moment, and take a look at the whole patient sitting in front of it.

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